Anyway, it's that time again to try to find that "magic formula" which will get us pregnant. You know, really... I love my husband, and I enjoy making love to him... but I HATE that its become so predictable and "scheduled" for us.
Also this starts that infernal "waiting game" to see if any of this predictable, scheduled lovemaking has actually worked... Ahhhhhhhh! I drive myself crazy with this! Yes, I know, I know... everyone says to relax, don't obsess, it will happen. I want to tell those people... take a walk in my shoes for a little while, and then see if you don't obsess about getting and staying pregnant too. (All of you long-time TTC-ers know what I'm talking about.)
Anyway, on what I hope is a little brighter note... I made an appointment to see a new OB/GYN. This doctor is supposed to be not only an OB/GYN, but also a specialist in High Risk Pregnancy and Infertility Issues... The appointment is for next Thursday 10/17. Hopefully, he'll be able to help me and answer some of the questions that the other dickhead.. ummm... I mean, doctor... couldn't tell me. Wish me luck.